Thursday, 10 December 2009
With the breakup of me and my boyfriend, I've been kind of down in the dumps lately. All of my friends are trying to cheer me up. I appreciate what they are doing but I think the only thing that will help to get me out of this funk will be to take a trip.
I was thinking about taking a quick trip to Cancun, Mexico. It's out of this neighborhood with different people who don't even know me. I heard the weather is nice there all year round and I could even wear one of my sexy thong bikinis that I purchased online recently.
Yeah, that's what I will do. I need to get away from here to clear my mind of the memories of my boyfriend. Who knows, maybe I'll even meet somebody new. Have you ever been to Cancun? If so, how was it and what should I look for?
Wednesday, 18 November 2009
I've decided to treat myself to something really nice. Well there is this really sexy swimsuit that I saw online and I plan on buying it. It's yellow and blue with little flowers all over. My friend sent me a link to it and the moment I saw it, I knew that I had to have it.
I hardly ever treat myself to anything and I think this will be something that will get me out of this funk that I'm in.
I'm tired of feeling down and depressed, so once I get this bikini I plan on taking a nice trip by myself to a spa so I can have a relaxing day. I deserve it.
Tuesday, 17 November 2009
Why do I feel so lonely. I have friends but I can't seem to shake this feeling of loneliness. Is it because I'm having problems with my boyfriend and maybe need somebody with more substance. I don't know.
Lately, I have been wanting to go out and be around a lot of different people. I don't know what that is. Maybe it's because all I do is go to work and hang out with my boyfriend and his friends or family. Maybe I need a cat or dog to help cheer me up or make me laugh whenever I'm feeling lonely. Animals, they say, can do wonders for people when they are in sad moods.
I would love to take a trip someplace by myself. Without my boyfriend, friends or family members. Go someplace where nobody knows me and I can maybe learn a new culture and figure out some things about myself. That's what I'll do. I start researching cool new places to go. If you are reading this and can suggest a cool place to visit, drop me a line. I'd appreciate it.
Friday, 13 November 2009
Ever since I met my boyfriend, all he does is talk about my body. We're saving ourselves for marriage but he always seems to make a comment. Sometimes he calls me "hot body" or "super sexy body", but it's always a reference to my body. I finally had enough when we went on cruise with his parents and told him what I thought.
See, we were out on the deck of the cruise ship. I was wearing a sexy brazilian bikini and his sister was wearing one too. He kept commenting on how fat she was. I told him to stop talking like that about his sister. He was being very rude and said how my swimsuit looked really good on me and showed off all my curves. His sister overheard him talking and commented that she liked her body just the way it was. He just told her that she needed to go on a diet. I got mad and told him that I didn't want to talk to him anymore until he apologized to her. He finally said he was sorry but I'm still mad. A women should be able to wear whatever type of outfit she wants to wear and be fine with it.
I put my boyfriend on probation and told him that he needs to be more sensitive to his sister and the type of clothing that she wanted to wear and that I wanted to see some improvement or we were done. I also told him to stop commenting on my body all the time. I told him that I was never going to wear another revealing outfit if he kept commenting on how cute my butt looked. We'll see how it goes.
Ever since I was five years old I can remember looking up to my big sister. She's seven years older than I am but we always have gotten along up until the time when I started wearing her clothes. Since becoming an adult, I never shed the desire to sneak in and get a few of my sister's things to wear out in a date. We decided to get an apartment together to save money and I still can't resist the urge.
Well this time, I really made her mad when I borrowed her brand new microbikini. It's really nice with strings on the side and a sexy halter top. It's cut very low on the buttocks and it makes me look really cute. Well me and my friends were going out to the beach and I didn't want to wear mine again. They already saw me in it. She just bought hers and I thought it was very pretty. She always knew how to pick out the perfect outfits that always made me very envious of her sense of fashion. Well, I took it without asking and went out with my friends. I had promised that I was going to wash it when I got home but I forgot. I guess when I got home, I was in such a hurry, I threw it on my bed and left it there so when she got home, she saw it.
Boy she was furious. When I got back we argued for about three hours and she made me go online and buy her a brand new one. I think we ended up getting a style that would look good on her. All I wanted to do was show her I was sorry for wearing her bathing suit. I've learned my lesson and won't be doing that again.